Home

Home.

when you leave, its always hard to go back.

and its even harder when you've established another home elsewhere.

then... well, then its just your parents house.

this is where I am right now. sitting in my room.. in my parents house in North Carolina. wanting to go back to Texas. funny thing.

these next three weeks are going to be the hardest three weeks I've had since... well, I was home last. I'm stating it right here right now... declaring to all of the blogging world... that I am never coming back to North Carolina for over a week every again. sorry mom and dad. love ya.

the funny thing is there are so many songs I could listen to right now to make me even more depressed, but I'm listening to worship music.. so I don't get depressed. its working.

I need Him. every day. every minute. when I'm sleeping. when I'm sitting in my room blogging on the internet that shouldn't be working. and that just stopped working.

I need Him. my Savior. the One I love, who loves me back. the One who cares about me. the One who brought real people into my life that care about me as well.

the One who saved my soul from hell. because technically... thats where I belong. so do you.

He's great!

do you need more evidence? okay, got it for ya.

so those 20 songs due to PJC... yeah, they're done. recording scratch tracks and all. lyric sheets and chord charts... everything. the Lord is so faithful!!! He just gave us all these songs the last few days even... and I can see that He has His own plan for this cd project... which I'm all for. Praise Him!