we had a tone of fast songs, but worship songs were harder to come by seeing as really the only one we had was written by me and Monika... and now everyone expected me to puke out all these amazingly powerful love ballads to the Lord when I had nothing...
but honestly, yesterday and today, the Lord has just given me so much! I mean, I wrote two songs yesterday... or basically two ideas. and Monika has been flooded with them as well. In our 3 hour band practice today; we successfully wrote 3 full songs that are good enough the make it on the recording.
the Lord gave me lyrics during worship in chapel yesterday morning, and then today during practice He gave me a really awesome melody to go with it! me, Kristian and Aaron spent some time working out some kinks but... its so from the Lord so its going to be awesome!
its like an indie worship song... haha... but really. very unique.
its just that... I really feel confident in the Lord right now. and its been so hard for me this past semester to just see all the good God has given me because it has seemed like the bad has out-shined the good, but thats just no the case. yeah, life isn't perfect... but God is. and as long as I stick with Him, He'll take me far :)
I do know that this means I'll be dealing with some stuff again soon... but I'm okay with that. Because your always purified when you come out of the flames.
flames= home for Christmas break
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and another thing.... mind games. the games my mind plays on me never seem to stop! and I'm constantly trying to convince myself that its not true... but, I don't succeed most of the time. this is why I'm crazy.
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